I think I'll move my stuff to a new acount ..*

Asylums with doors open wide,
Where people had paid to see inside,
For entertainment they watch his body twist
Behind his eyes he says, 'I still exist.'

This is the way, step inside.

In arenas he kills for a prize,
Wins a minute to add to his life.
But the sickness is drowned by cries for more,
Pray to God, make it quick, watch him fall.

This is the way, step inside.

You'll see the horrors of a faraway place,
Meet the architects of law face to face.
See mass murder on a scale you've never seen,
And all the ones who try hard to succeed.

This is the way, step inside.

And I picked on the whims of a thousand or more,
Still pursuing the path that's
been buried for years,
All the dead wood from jungles and cities on fire,
Can't replace or relate, can't release or repair,
Take my hand and I'll show you
what was and will be.

Joy Division - Atrocity Exhibition

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Go on, and welcome My Boyfriend, He's new here ^^ ~Dreamfungus Amo-te

OK, put your music player of choice on "random/shuffle",
read the question and press play. The song it lands on will be
the answer for that question. No cheating.



How does the world see me?

- Wolf Mother - Colossal

Will I have a happy life?

- Stone Sour - Through Glass

What do people really think of me?

- Ninfa Artemis - AhA, sim , gato. ( EPA LOL)

Do people secretly lust after me?

- The killers - Smile like you mean it

How can I make myself happy?

- Eileen Ivers - Gentle Breeze

What should I do with my life?

- Zero 7 - The pageant of the bizarre

Will I ever have children?

- The Who - Heaven and Hell

What is some good advice for me?

Gotan Project - Santa Maria (?)

What do I think my current theme song is?

- Pantera - Walk ( lulz )

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?

- Immediate Music - Final Omen 2.0

What song will play at my funeral?

- Drumsound & Bassline smith - Cold Turquey

What type of men/women do you like?

- Lacrimosa - Bresso

What is my day going to be like?

- Dire Straits - Walk of Life

Why am I here?

- Waylander - King of the Fairies

What will people remember me for?

- Immediate Music - Coronation

What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?

- Mourning Lenore - Rain's Seduction

Are there people outside waiting to take me away?

- Immediate Music - Spiritus Elektros

What will this year be all about?

- Pendulum - Sounds of Life

What will I be feeling in a short time?

- PsySex - Come in peace

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HAHAH!!

Just to say something and update this thing, hoping to have someone coming here wasting their time with me.

I've been busy... School, exams and shit..
And then a lot of fucking crap occurred in my life that made me feel like.. Like. I've been feeling sad and lonely this last days and weeks.
My love diary ended, and i still have to close it, but i don't feel like it, don't care, fuck it anyway.
I have thousands of things to study, and i don't feel like it nether, I'm so bored. ._. I wish i could just find a job, something that i would like to work in, earn some money, i don't say much.. just the enough to buy that marvelous violin that's on that blessed musical store.., and feel like I'm in a place where people need me and where I'm useful to someone.
I've lost all of my patience and imagination for photo manipulating or drawing or making Art..
Every time I manipulate and make something here in DA, i only get that little crap of 7/8 comments and 3/5 favorites, although i comment and fav a lot.. I mean.. some value please? I like to give, but to receive to : / Guess We all like too.
I feel displeased when I go through some deviantart and I see a stupid crap like some copied draw from manga, or some stupid draw of a girl holding a flower looking like a 5 year old child's ... with lots of comments like " Oh, you are really my best friend and just with that I'll give it a fav although it fucking sucks!

Man I have fun making my stuff, I really do, but I would like to have a bit of more attention.
Even if it is a critic that you know I will be in disagreement, man, it's a comment..



How I miss the old days.. My old friends, my old me.
Where are those sunny days when i used to go to the beach with my grandfather, those Sundays with my family, all together and happy?
Man I hate my father cause he left us, but sometimes I wish I had a normal family, with a momma and a papa, with no violence and no money problems.
It really bothers my ass, to arrive home and have to hear my gramma screaming with grampa cause of their past.
It even bothers me the most to see those people who have perfect family's and everything they want, and not giving a shit about that.
Watching them crying because they don't have a super-brand new toy, and me crying because I don't have something I can't buy. Their love.

But well, I guess It'll be always like that.

And for this..



I walk alone.

1. Write these rules again.
2. Each person tagged has to write 8 things about herself/himself.
3. He/she has to write those things into her/his journal.
4. He/she will have to tag 8 more people at the end.
5. Go into their dA pages and note that you've tagged them.

8 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF:

1.Tenho medo do escuro ._.'
2.Vou abaixo com uma facilidade incrível.
3.Comi cócó quando era pequena :c
4.Ouiço Metal
5.Não gosto de fazer nada e farto-me de tudo.
6.Gosto de Fernando Pessoa.
7.Penso demasiado.
8.Odeio-me um pedaço.

I tagg the 8 ghost of my bedroom.